Its almost time for college. A month left and I still dont know what my classes are... i havent attended any orientations or met my teachers. The good news is I've been to the school and i know how the campus looks. Its a D2 school so its not as big as UF, Auburn or UGA! I just hope i have some great professors. Its bad enough that my coach decided she wanted to doop me out of my scholarship and got my mom paying $400 for books. Shes not exactly understanding that being a single mother with 4 kids and on a teachers salary with no child support is soooo not easy!!! But my sister and I did the best we could to find a really good offering school and keep my moms payments to a bare minimum if possible. I didnt pick the best school, just the closes but i see now that its not worth being close if my moms life is going to be complicated and finances are going to be a pain in my butt.
On top of all that, theres the love of my life. Jamal, he's been there for me for the longest. We actually met on a friendly trip to Orlando, Florida. The funny thing is, me and a few friends were actually "babysitting" him and his friends. LOL yes he's younger than me, about two years younger. He was cute to me but it was a bawby cute and i couldnt see myself dating him un a million years. So i told him we would stay friends and be cool and he could even say hey to me in the hallway; his sister didnt even let him do that much, jk. But two years pass and he kept pushing, by now ive had 3 boyfriends and he kept asking even when i was taken. i said yes to him just to see how it goes and its been almost a year so far. i havent let go yet and neithr has he. Funny isnt it... I got love for him like no other. I feel like i couldnt ask for anythning more but our relationship is finally being put to the real test. We havent seen each other since we started dating and now im going to college. Who knows whats going to happen now... I DO! I stay faithful no matter how many college boys are around. Plus he's built anyways so whats there to look at. He'll come see me every other weekend and we can hang out every time. Thats how cool our relationship is....
Other thing is, i have to start growing up now. Im the type of person whos still into Disney movies and rainbows. Im not the pony kind of person. But my plan is to keep all that with me but store it in a box so i can go get it when its time to be a child again. Thats what jamal does for me. He shows me its ok for me to be a kid and we can always have fun. Even if we want to be 13 with a drivers and legal to be in a club. Neither of us drink or smoke so we dont have to worry about those rules!
Well until next time...the first day of school...have a bless and safe day bloggers. And remember, theres nothing like a diva who can ball out! ;)
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