Its almost time for college. A month left and I still dont know what my classes are... i havent attended any orientations or met my teachers. The good news is I've been to the school and i know how the campus looks. Its a D2 school so its not as big as UF, Auburn or UGA! I just hope i have some great professors. Its bad enough that my coach decided she wanted to doop me out of my scholarship and got my mom paying $400 for books. Shes not exactly understanding that being a single mother with 4 kids and on a teachers salary with no child support is soooo not easy!!! But my sister and I did the best we could to find a really good offering school and keep my moms payments to a bare minimum if possible. I didnt pick the best school, just the closes but i see now that its not worth being close if my moms life is going to be complicated and finances are going to be a pain in my butt.
On top of all that, theres the love of my life. Jamal, he's been there for me for the longest. We actually met on a friendly trip to Orlando, Florida. The funny thing is, me and a few friends were actually "babysitting" him and his friends. LOL yes he's younger than me, about two years younger. He was cute to me but it was a bawby cute and i couldnt see myself dating him un a million years. So i told him we would stay friends and be cool and he could even say hey to me in the hallway; his sister didnt even let him do that much, jk. But two years pass and he kept pushing, by now ive had 3 boyfriends and he kept asking even when i was taken. i said yes to him just to see how it goes and its been almost a year so far. i havent let go yet and neithr has he. Funny isnt it... I got love for him like no other. I feel like i couldnt ask for anythning more but our relationship is finally being put to the real test. We havent seen each other since we started dating and now im going to college. Who knows whats going to happen now... I DO! I stay faithful no matter how many college boys are around. Plus he's built anyways so whats there to look at. He'll come see me every other weekend and we can hang out every time. Thats how cool our relationship is....
Other thing is, i have to start growing up now. Im the type of person whos still into Disney movies and rainbows. Im not the pony kind of person. But my plan is to keep all that with me but store it in a box so i can go get it when its time to be a child again. Thats what jamal does for me. He shows me its ok for me to be a kid and we can always have fun. Even if we want to be 13 with a drivers and legal to be in a club. Neither of us drink or smoke so we dont have to worry about those rules!
Well until next time...the first day of school...have a bless and safe day bloggers. And remember, theres nothing like a diva who can ball out! ;)
Im just another caged spirit looking for freedom in speech!! My writing is my way out!!
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Monday, September 27, 2010
*Bombing Questions*
well its a monday... you know how those days are, and unless you love what you do, mondays seem like a total drag; especially when it comes to the morning and you have to roll yourself out of bed. i'll say a prayer for this one!!
well today is one of those days where i expect everyone to be coming after me about questions regarding my pastor, Bishop Eddie L. Long! For the most part i do believe that he is innocent and they're after him for his money,, however, besides all that~ your strength is not in a MAN its in the LORD!!~ and for the media to go after a man of god, well you sure are asking for a beat down! And it doesnt matter if your christian or not, deep down inside you know that God makes it personal when you begin to mess this his children.
So, a little note to the media,, back off now while you still can, cause the deeper the lies go, the deeper your punishment will be, and the more painful it gets!!
signing off
~Tru Basketball Diva!!
well today is one of those days where i expect everyone to be coming after me about questions regarding my pastor, Bishop Eddie L. Long! For the most part i do believe that he is innocent and they're after him for his money,, however, besides all that~ your strength is not in a MAN its in the LORD!!~ and for the media to go after a man of god, well you sure are asking for a beat down! And it doesnt matter if your christian or not, deep down inside you know that God makes it personal when you begin to mess this his children.
So, a little note to the media,, back off now while you still can, cause the deeper the lies go, the deeper your punishment will be, and the more painful it gets!!
signing off
~Tru Basketball Diva!!
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Unfamiliar faces
so i just moved schools for senior year. its been a real struggle but you know how it is when you just come to a new school and everybody knows everybody except you. and also how your name is not the name that was given to you at birth,, so they call you the "New Girl". Its halarious. but for the time being you stay quiet until someone introduces themselves to you or you just wait until your time comes to step into the spotlight.
well in my case i was planning on to wait for the right time to step into the spotlight; and what better way than to wait for my favorite sport to come in its season, basketball!! however, the spotlight came to me!! Oh dear joy! this young lady introduced her self to me and they gave me a small slither of confort since she had so many friends plus some of the girls we spent the summer league playing with, een though they act like they dont see me now that we are all in school and share a few classes together,, ugh!! Any who i begin to ge3t to know everyone else. and since im so outgoing i use this confort to my advantage!!! MY JOURNEY BEGINS!!
well in my case i was planning on to wait for the right time to step into the spotlight; and what better way than to wait for my favorite sport to come in its season, basketball!! however, the spotlight came to me!! Oh dear joy! this young lady introduced her self to me and they gave me a small slither of confort since she had so many friends plus some of the girls we spent the summer league playing with, een though they act like they dont see me now that we are all in school and share a few classes together,, ugh!! Any who i begin to ge3t to know everyone else. and since im so outgoing i use this confort to my advantage!!! MY JOURNEY BEGINS!!
Monday, August 2, 2010
Hustle on the side
Everyone needs another kind of way to get money...its like a second life line!! Whats your idea of a hustle-on-the-side (second life line)??
Better Me in and out
Do you really crave to be a better you???
What would you change about yourself???
What would you change about yourself???
New-B
Switching to a new enviornment in less than a month.... any ideas???
The first impression is usually what everyone will base all thier information off of...!!
The first impression is usually what everyone will base all thier information off of...!!
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